Over Stress

Cried at least 2 times in 1 day
Over stress symptom
Heart beat increase
Insomnia 2 days before exam
So went to consult doctor

Took the medicine which can calm down my mind
I knew it is no good
But too bad I don't have other choice

Careless

Woke up in the morning
Went to toilet with a blur face!
Dropped my 符 into toilet bowl!!!!
ARGH!!
Sad!

Unacceptable =(

Yesterday knew our English's grade
It was a full coursework course
Hence
All coursework add together will be the mark for our final
And sad =(
I got 73/100

Is a B+
I knew my English is not good all the while
But I aimed for A-
At first I thought 73 is A-
But my tutor said 75-79 only is A-
She said she will try her best to add marks for us...

The sad things were,
The proposal just got 24.5/35
Such a low mark
Ad even the lowest in the class!! =(
Next was the presentation
Quite confidence for my presentation
But end up
I got a very very low marks too...
15/20 and another of 21.5/30
It has lowered down my confidence level
And this has made me clear that how suck was my presentation skill!!! =(

Really feel cannot accept the marks
But the truth was there
I hope full coursework course can help me boost up my CGPA in year 1
As I know my CGPA sure will drag a lot in year 2
But the fact is
Cannot!!! T^T

No time for me to be continue sad for the marks
As I seem like have no time for the revision for FR course T^T
Just wish to release the sadness here...
Sigh~

Stress

Guess what happened again???
Ya!
My stress is coming again!!!
My friends always said it is due to i think too much!
But what can i do???
I try to make myself calm!
But my heartbeat keep increase and increase and increase!

The time when I sleep
My heartbeat jump super fast!!!
This is the symptom that will only happen 1 day before final exam during my diploma
But now I already have this symptom!!!
The power of AFA!!!!
T^T

I try to cry to release my stress!
But the problem is I cannot cry!!!
Really hope someone can make me cry let me release some stress!!!!

='(

It is good when someone telling you truth!

Although truth may hurt us sometime
But I would prefer you tell me the truth
Rather than tell me a lie

It's hurt
But at least I knew my problem
So will try my best to correct it
THX U

Start busy again~

Just finished all of my coursework
And the final exam is around the corner

28/12 and 31/12!
Damn fast!!!
By the way,
I should think of the good side!!
I can enjoy the new year!!!
And I will have 1 month semester break!!
It's time to earn money for my exemption fees!!!
ACCA drive me crazy!!
Need a lot a lot of money even we all are just a student!!!
OMG!!
Any job introduce to me??!!

Eye Acupuncture =(

Why why why??!!!
Why you always come to find me???!!!
I hate U!!!
Don't come to find me la
Very pain leh!!!!
I din curi tengok orang mandi leh!!!!
Tomorrow I got presentation!!!
Why you come at this time??!!!

Some can accept but some are not

I thought everyone can accept
I thought everyone know it is just a joke
But actually there are some people don't know
And I just realize some can accept but some are not
I'm sorry for that
Sincerely apologize =(

T^T

Lost RM 10 yesterday at Pasar Malam
Lost my water bottle today T^T
Unlucky week~

Do not expect too much =)

Reality is always contrary to our expectation
The more you want, the less you will get

Do not expect too much
Life will become easier
Disappointment will be reduced too =)

Today is not my day!!! =(

Woke up at 7am++
For what???
Too many stuff are waiting for me =(
What a sad day for me!!!

8am++ walked to college's SAD take the convocation gown for the coming Saturday's convocation
Quite smooth
8.30am can start to collect
Then I walked to Function Room to pass my PTPTN
Reached function room at 9am like that
I saw a long queue at there
I thought 1 hour will able to pass the PTPTN and I can rush to my lecture class which start at 10am
HOWEVER!!!!
I have queue and waited for 2 hours++
I missed my Taxation lecture and missed to learn something which is new to me!!!
OMG!!!

Fine!!!
Went to English class at 12pm
Let my tutor checked my outline
After that

She said presentation may start on next Wednesday!!!
I was like OMG!!!
Next Thursday we are having our Taxation test!!!
And the day before the test need to have presentation??!!
And this Saturday we are having our diploma convocation!!!
I was like WTF!!!!
But after that miss said will think again~

After the class before brunch
Went to SAD again to meet Ms. Lee to sign for the application of withdrawal of society fund as I'm the treasurer
But she is not there~
FINE!
I went to have my brunch first
After brunch
Went to meet her again and she still not there
So i went to library to do revision as 4.30pm will have test
About 3pm++ went to SAD to meet her again~
And got a staff saw me and told me she took leave for half day
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I went for many times then she took leave!!!
Ok
I though can submit to the staff who told me that news as he also responsible for cocu
But he asked me why i did not fill in another form!
OMG!!!
I need the money for paying the reward
And I have postponed for many weeks due to many reasons and unable to meet my advisor
And now he told me I did not prepare the minutes for him T^T
I feel like want to take my shoes and knocked to his botak XDD
JKJK
He is a nice staff
Just because I feel I'm so unlucky!

Next
Have my test on 4.30pm
Questions were quite easy...
But I did a mistake!!!
I though the stage of completion only 15%
So i did not calculate any profits for that year
But my friends told me the questions did not say anything
So still need to calculate the profits!!!
I was like OMG!!!
7% bye bye la~~~

Then back from college
Bungkus a nasi goreng ayam!
Super spicy today!!
Adui
Then never mind!!
Though want to search something online and do the powerpoint slide for the presentation
But cannot access to internet till 10.45pm!!!
OMG!!!

After can accessed
I on my Facebook and my English tutor said presentation will start on next Monday
And some students will on the following week's Monday and Wednesday!!
I was again what the fuck!!!!
My name start with C
That means I have to present on next Monday!!!
OMG!!!

Today is totally not my day!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

MISS U ALL!!!

Miss TOGETHER's gathering!!!
It has been a long time that we did not have a gathering for 8 persons
Miss the time
I think the latest gathering for our 8 persons was during the Chinese New Year
When will be the next gathering for 8 persons again???
2 years and 4 months more...
Looking forward for that day =)

Really miss you all
Especially the 2 in UK!!!
Next time I'm going to hug you two when you are coming back Malaysia!!! XD

My honey, long time din call her...
She always busy with her AIESEC =.=''
And the time she come back to KL always too short!

My hubby, also quite a long time did not see her
Even chit chat at facebook pun tak ada...
Miss her very much!

Lemon, miss him but not so like to see him
LOL
Because every time i see him he also wan torture me =.=''

Rice cookies, miss him too...
But recently when I chat to him or meet him he pun cakap his university there nothing to eat... =.=''

Hwei Kee
Langsung no miss her XDD
As I still able to see her at college...


Miss U all!!!
Cepat gathering leh!!!

FACT

Sometime
When you think you are close to a friend or a gang of friends
But end up what you think is really what you think ONLY
The fact is totally different as what you think

Become weak, weaker and weakest

Quite busy recently
Busy for my assignments, tests and presentation
Still got 4 assignments, 2 tests and 1 presentation
Oh My God!!!

Everyday need to do a lot of things
Many classes
Many chapters need to learn in 1 class

My body is getting weaker
Get sick easily
Oh shit!!
This is the worst things during study time!!!
I need a healthy body!!!

I enjoy it!

My life is getting hectic and hectic
But I enjoy it =)
Yes
I may feel stress
But this is part of the life
Face it with a smile =)

My interview

Last Friday was having my first interview session
Feel nervous
Finally I knew the feeling
Haha

It was a Financial Accounting Society's interview for the committee board...
Apply for treasurer this position
The president and secretary have gave me a lot of questions that I felt difficult to answer
And the last question is why they want accept me to be the committee
I was talking bullshit
As I was answering why I want join society
LOL

I think I did a bad job in the interview session
However,

Today I received the message from them said I have been chosen to be the FAS 2012/13 committee board
I was like WTH???!!
Like that also kena???
Then I told Mei Shia
Mei Shia said she think got people did worse than me
LOL
I don't think so...
I think maybe not enough people ba

The AGM will on this Friday
The message stated there 'get your friends to support you at AGM'
I think there will be another voting session on that day
I hope nothing happen anymore
Please do not ask me those silly questions again...

To be active or not to be active?

Recently wish to join many society
First reason is of course I wish to have more experience
I really think cocu have provide a platform for us to have different experience
However
I always start to active in cocu when other of my friends start to be inactive =.=''

Second reason is due to cocu may help me in writing resume
This is what I knew from my seniors and friends
Cocu is quite important in writing resume...
Hence
I wish to be more active

However
Problem come when I scare I can't balance my academic and cocu
So
Should I be active or not to be active??
It is a question for me.
Sigh~

Random post =)

Saturday that night finally can skype with my partner
Chat a lot with him
I think about 1 hour++
He bring me go outside of his house
Ireland is so nice!!!
Awesome building!!!!
The building is so nice!!!
Like it

Recently
Many of my friends go to UK
Include those primary school friends
I saw the photos they have posted
I wish I can go there 1 day in the future
TARC provided SHU programme for 3 months
But I think it's quite lame just go there for a short programme of 3 months
And I feel that the company won't accept the degree certificate too
So I think I will choose not to go this
There is another programme  for AFA student
Which is Birmingham 1...
For 6 months
But seats is limited
As the University/College will choose the best students only
I knew I'm not that category =(

Third week of my advance diploma semester 1
I feel my class rep is a person who like to make friends
Quite nice
I like my class too
As quite number of my classmates are so friendly
But got 1 is quite annoying
I hate him always ask some stupid nonsense and bullshit questions
Always disturb tutor when tutor is tutoring
Really quite annoy
Sometime when tutor is talking he also talk and talk and talk
Super annoy!!!
Since he is sitting behind me sometime
So
He has disturbed me!!!
I feel like want to slap him!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

That's all for my random post!!
Fight for my life =)

STRESS

Stress popped out suddenly since yesterday

After listened to what seniors said
I knew I have left out my co-curriculum
It's time for me to expose myself to the outside world
I think I will start to join some campaign or society in order to help me in writing my resume...

But
Another thing I have to consider
Do I able to manage myself for both academic and co-curriculum
I have doubt on it

Ya
My friends sure said I'm giving myself unnecessary stress again
But I really can't so relax like them
I hope but I can't
I said I will study everyday after the lecture
But what I have done for this 2 weeks???
Nothing!!!

Wednesday classes made me tired like hell
How am I going to survive for the next few months???
Study everyday???
Bull shit la!!!

My Future

I have choose ACCA for my Advanced Diploma
But I still can't foresee my future
To be honestly
I really don't know my future
Most of my friends had knew what they should do in the future
But I'm still confusing
Confusing whether I have choose a right course???
I think this is the worst case

Graduated ^^

Got the result just now
Finally I graduated from Diploma
And started my Advanced Diploma today

ACCA
A new challenge for me
I hope I can study everyday =)

致给T.O.G.E.T.H.E.R的真心话 =）

很感谢你们一直以来的忍耐

忍耐着一个脾气暴躁的我

很感谢你们当我是你们的好朋友

不嫌弃以前的我 =）

我也没想过我们的友谊可以维持到现在

以前的我是一个LCLY的巡察员

爱爆粗口

不爱上课

所以很惹人讨厌

FORM 3

不知为何讨厌我的你们

竟然会慢慢地接近我

开始和我谈天然后颠在一起

当然那时是没有包括Qii, Lemon 和Eric...

考完PMR升上FORM 4

因为不爱读书的我终于得到了报应

不能和你们同班

但是你们的班只是在我隔壁所以差不多每天都会跑去kacau你们

哈哈

那个时候渐渐地认识了Qii...

很高兴

因为你们

我有所了改变

成绩渐入佳境

粗口也少说了 哈哈

接下来就是对个人的真心话

为了不浪费你们的宝贵时间

你们就找自己的名字然后读那段就好了

哈哈

Poh Ying aka Honey Ying

从FORM 2认识你了

坐在我后面

我们FORM 2最爱做的事情就是你很喜欢画蟑螂在桌子上

然后我们就会拿书本打它

无聊 哈哈

很谢谢你一直以来教我我不明白的东西

课业上你真的帮我很多

尤其是在FORM 4和5的时候

因为没有补习的我常常不明白老师讲什么

而你却很好人的教我

有时候还借我一些补习的notes

很感谢你

还有很谢谢你送我的生日礼物

每一份都很有心思

我超级喜欢那个相框 =）

你去了KUANTAN读MATRIK的时候

我们还蛮常通电话

但是你去了JOHOR过后我们就变得很少联络

因为彼此都在忙

你每次SEM BREAK都很忙

忙AIESEC =.=''

我们两个很久没有一起SHOPPING了 =(

但是在忙不要忘记我的存在

有什么烦恼

欢迎你打给我

虽然我不大会给你意见

但是我会细心的听完你讲你的烦恼

祝你在UTM的生活越来越精彩

学业和AIESEC都能兼顾

成绩满满的A

还有所有的人际关系都能妥善处理 =）

Douglas aka Partner

最棒的拍档

你对于我来说就像是我的家人

很感谢你每次都听我诉苦

不管是家庭或课业或人际关系方面

你都细心地聆听和给予意见

每次遇到烦恼的事情时候

我第一个就想要打电话给你

我们的感情何时变得那么友好？？

友达以上 但绝对不是恋人未满

哈哈

我几时开始跟你那么熟？

我还真的忘记了

我们何时开始叫对方PARTNER

我也忘记了

哈哈

谢谢你教了我很多很多的东西

课业上，感情上，家庭上等等等。。。

你果然是天才

哈哈

下个月起

两年半的时间

我不能打电话给你了

T^T

毕竟要我打去IRELAND是不可能的事吧

SKYPE， VIBER 和 CUBIE就会成了我们一直用来保持连线的APPS吧

但是这些APPS只限于用于在有WIFI的地方

那就是说有什么事情不能第一个找你了

唉

是时候学会不要KACAU你了

但是我们的友谊兼拍档关系不会因此而消失的 =）

拥有你这个天才PARTNER是我很开心的事哦

你也是有史以来第一个友谊能够维持到那么久的男性朋友

祝你能在IRELAND学习独立!!!!!

还有知道你不会去想恋爱的事情

但是你自己都知道啦

读医生是需要一段很长很长的时间

难道你真的要等到三，四十岁才来找咩？？!

所以在此也祝你找到你的姻缘

哈哈

Hooi Leng aka Hubby

不知为何FORM 3刚认识不久的我们就称对方为HUBBY了

你很有气质

但是却很三八！

情绪高低起伏不定

可以一下很三八

一下很EMO

都不知道你做什么~

每次高高兴兴去唱 K的时候

你的脸却好像炭那样黑

你每次都说那是因为不没笑所以才好像吃了大便那样脸黑黑

你太糟塌你那张脸了！！

你应该常常笑才对！！！

我知道某件事情你一直很不顺利

但是以你的条件

你绝对可以放一百个心！！！

一定会有顺利的一天

SPARKS总有一天会燃烧起来 =）

你啊

EMO的时候可以打电话给我

然后当你EMO的时候我打给你

你可以不要用那个要死要死的语气跟我讲话吗？？？！！！

我很想一巴两巴送给你！！

所以这点你需要改一改 =）

祝你在感情上一切顺顺利利

学业上也祝你得到好成绩

不要STRESS~~

Le Jing aka Jing

四年级跟你同班

但是FORM 2才跟你熟

谢谢你常常包容任性的我

我知道我的脾气让你受了很多的苦

哈哈

感谢你每次成为我的司机兼出气袋

哈哈

身为你朋友的我

衷心劝你不要那么花心 =）

不然会失去很多东西的

我也希望你不要那么任性

爸爸妈妈那样呵护着你是为了你好 =）

还有一个我超不爽的事情我今天一定要讲

就是啊

你啊

每次有什么事都是我问你 你才讲

不问你 你就不讲

有时问你 你还逃避我的问题

我真的那么不值得你得信任吗？？ T.T

还有啊

每次和你聊天就只有我问你问题

然后你就答而已

为什么你就不问我一些问题呢？？？？！！！

跟你聊天的时候我必须绞尽脑汁 想一大堆的问题

不然谈话会突然冷掉了。。。

这点你需要改改

哈哈

祝你在UK 9个月的生活顺顺利利

也祝你能找到真正属于你的好‘姻缘’

Hwei Kee aka Blur Qii

你是唯一一个和我同学院的人

对不起还有谢谢你

对不起之前对你做的那种事情

我答应绝对不会有下一次！！！

谢谢你对我的坦白

谢谢你的原谅

以后ADVANCE的时候不能同班了

所以那件事绝对不会再发生了 =）

你很blur

Blur到有点没得救了

但是这个就是我们认识的你

继续blur吧

因为你娱乐大家

哈哈

开玩笑的

希望你可以快点摆脱BLUR这个词吧~~

祝你在ADVANCE一切顺利

成绩keep着上！！！

加油！！！

还有祝你早点不要那么BLUR

哈哈

Ving Seng aka Uncle Lemon

你！！

很喜欢'zat'我！

但是因为你的'zat' 让我有了像改变的冲动~

所以还是要谢谢你~

但是可以不要‘zat'到这样够力吗？？？

很丢脸的叻~

还有你的'zat'我不是每一句都有听哦

我是选择一些在我能力范围能做到的而已

那些什么我很大吃啊

soli 啦

那个我改不到

因为人肥自然吃到比较多

哈哈

很久没有听你常李圣杰的歌了。。。

几时又来高歌几曲呢？？

你很少跟我们Update你的事情

不要pai seh啦

大家都那么熟了

哈哈

祝你在MMU可以沟到女！！！

Eric aka Rice Cookie

说真的

你刚加入我们的时候

我是真的不是很爽你咯

因为你做事没有交代

很多时候喜欢last minutes

你要知道我的脾气不好

很容易发神经的

认识你久了

觉得跟你聊天也不错

但是你的last minutes行为还是有待改进啦

哈哈

谢谢你每次带我们这边去那边去

最开心的一次莫过于I-CITY的那一天！！！

真的非常非常感谢你~~

读完U后

记得再载我们去探险

哈哈

祝你在PERLIS的U生活一切顺利

尽早找到你所想要的梦想！！！

-THE END-

Once you are wrong, your act will be remember forever

Yes
This really happened on me
Once you did something wrong
People will forever remember it
They think you will still be the same like last time

They don't think you will change

Ok
Fine
I'm ok with it
If you really think like tat
I can't change your mind
But I still will prove it
I have change!!

Why???!!!

Why I can't sleep well???!!!
Even at home also can't sleep well!!!!
Gosh!!!!
My brain totally can't function well because of this!!!!!
I need HELP!!!!

New Life

No more burning midnight oil
Starting with a healthy life for this week
Sleep at 12am
Latest 1am
No more like last time always burn midnight oil =)
Hope able to cure my insomnia
Is getting better and better
Although always wake up automatically before my alarm ring
Sometime even 5am++ or 6am++
What a healthy life
haha

Hope no more insomnia =)

Busy~

Recently quite busy again
Busy for tests and my assignments

I'm glad that I have done all the assignments
And now just left 1 more test before the final exam

Last semester
A stressful semester again
Because this is a last semester
So need to work hard in order to maintain the CGPA so that I can get the scholarship
This is the thing I need the most!

I have chosen ACCA as my future pathway
Why choose this?
Because I found that my basic for financial accounting is better than management accounting

I should choose the 1 I'm good in rather than choose the 1 more challenge
This is the reason for me to choose ACCA ^^

But
It's subject to change XDD
Since last week
I keep think about something

STRESS
I'm not good in manage my stress
So
I think to stop for a while
Work for sometime then only study back
Still thinking

Because I don't think I have ready to start my advance diploma immediately

Haiz
This is call life~
We always need to make decision =.=''

The dinner with them ^^

Happy Happy Happy
Just had a dinner with them!!!
Long time did not meet them
Although left out 2 person
But still happy ^^

But knew something unhappy =(
Because someone will left KL soon...
Smelly Eric!!!!
He either go Penang or Sarawak
Sad
TOGETHER ar TOGETHER
When can be TOGETHER again????

Hmm...

Our heart always stick TOGETHER ^^

T.O.G.E.T.H.E.R

TOGETHER
I wonder when is the date for 8 of us being together again??? ='(
It has been a long time we didn't gather to have a dinner, movie, sing-K session
I remembered the last time all of us met up was during Chinese New Year
Kinda sad
All of us have different route
Haiz
Hard to have a common holiday...
Soon,

2 people will go to UK...
Haiz
Hard to meet up again lo
Now already have 1 people at Johor, 1 at Cyberjaya also hard to meet up
If 2 more go UK I think I will cry
Seriously
I so miss all of you!!!

The friendship since Form 4 or Form 5
Appreciate!!!!
Friendships Forever =)

My future???

Just attended TARC ACCA Conference last 2 days at Trolah, Perak
Not bad
Have fun a lot
But really so tired
Since my stamina is not good enough
Need keep run on the 1st day
Really tired but enjoy

At 1st the purpose I went to this conference just want to have fun with my classmates
But after that I wish to know more about ACCA this course
Since I was hesitate whether which course should I take
But seem like failed
Since during the briefing
I was so sleepy until I cannot focus on what the person was talking
haha
Hence
I need to think again

Friday I was chatting with Honey ^^
She said she think I more suitable for ACCA
This was same like what Douglas and Jing told me
Hmm
Do I really suitable for this course
And 3 of them also told me they believe I can handle AFA
OMG
Are you 3 kidding???
Haha
Later I stress until become mad then I will find you 3...
haha

By the way
I'm still considering what course should I choose
Tik tok tik tok
Time passed very fast...
Left about 23 days for me to make a decision
Haiz
Future's me
Can you tell me what job are you doing now???

Thanks to my counsellor =)

Thanks for the call yesterday ^^
Appreciate a lot
At first was thinking to solve that problem
But at last turn up with solving my problem
Haha

It have been a long time we did not chat to each others for such a long long time...
Pity to your mom's wallet (since need to pay for the phone bill)
Talked about my dilemma
Which course to choose???

You asked me to think about which barrier is the barrier that I can overcome it

Whether is the stress level or English level
I told you I THINK is the English level instead of stress level
Since I cannot control my stress
Everytime I asked myself don't stress don't stress
But end up still will stress even though I have prepared well for the exam

But I THINK I can overcome the English level problem by improving my English level
But another problem is what I said was just what I think
Not much confidence I can do it
Since I born to be a person who is weak in English =(

So I'm still considering whether to choose the course or not XDD

Anyway
Thanks to U =)
After share everything to you I feel better
Include those matter that I never tell any of my friends
Really appreciate a lot to have you as my best friends!
Thank you =)

STOP!

Stop doing that!!!
Don't always depend on me and start to lazy!!!!
Don't always give me the excuse you are tired and you want to sleep!!!
That why you don't want go library!!!!!

You made me MAD!!!!
You are tired because you like to sleep at midnight!!!!
Everytime ask you go library also give me a lot of excuses!!!!!
STOP!!!!

Guilty

Really feel super guilty on that event happened on her
But sorry can't cure anything
Feel so sorry
Don't know what should I do
If I didn't suggest that
The event will not happen!!!
Don't know what should I do!!!!
Today will be an insomnia night for me
I wish to cry
But can't cry

It made me even more suffer!!!

Hardworking

Last semester of my Diploma
Need to be super hardworking
No more laziness!!!!
Must do all the tutorials!!!
I hope i can start to do my tutorials tonight!!
Fighting!

Scar - Sorry can't cure everything =(

If you use a knife to cut someone
And after you cut, you say sorry

But the scar is already there
Even after it recovered
The scar still will be there

Think twice before you say something or do something
Not every sorry will solve all the problems

路遥知马力 日久见人心

路遥知马力 日久见人心

这句话说得太好了

不要因为那个人曾经帮过你

你就以为他很好人

他帮你可能是要利用你

或者那天他的经有点问题

不要第一次见面就评定一个人是好是坏！
Don't judge people based on the first impression!

Thanks!

Thank for letting me know your real face!
We are not friend anymore!
Get out from my sight!

What do you want?!!!!

Don't tell me like this in afternoon

Then at night tell me another case!!!!
What are you expect???
You though only your matter is important

And my business is not important!!!!
Don't say like I owe you!!!!!
I din't owe you anything!!!

撕破脸皮

把自己的脸皮撕破掉

只想让自己没有回头路

Learn to be smart =(

I had been work for Chimera event few weeks (every Saturday and Sunday)
What I have learn during this working period???
Be smart!!!
If not

You will be bullied by your supervisor like Amxxx!!!!

Hate her so much!!!!!

Hate her empty promise!!!!
Said will pay me RM 90 for weekend job
After I worked only told me that you will only pay me RM 80!!!!
WTF!!!!
After I worked you only told me I do not have training

So only can pay me RM 80????
Why you cannot tell me earlier?!!!!!!
Fxxx!!!!!

If she told me earlier then I will not be so angry

The problem is her attitude!!!!

Empty promise still want to show her lan c lan yong face to me!!!

Yesterday I was kena Wellness's manager scold because of her!!!
Then when I told her

She still said because of my face problem!!!!
Damm you!!!!!!

Luckily now I'm not direct under you!
If not I think I will become mad!!!

And this week will be the last week of my work

Hmm
Maybe no work also!
Since just now Chimera's staff called me to work at Mutiara Damansara or Kota Damansara

I already told you all I don't know how to go Kota Damansara

I only know how to go One Utama
And Edric has promised me to let me promote Minute Maid at 1U
But how come now you all need me go there???
If you all really want me go other place

Then sorry

And sorry to Edric also
I will not do!!!

Next time during my semester break

I want to find other company!!!
No more Chimera!!!!
Really hate die
My 3 friends all change to other company

But I still like a stupid continue to work for this company!
Fan jian!!!

You have made it become worse

You have made it become worse
But you don't know it
You feel nothing
But do you know how others feel it???

Which one better???

Haiz
Confused again
Don't know which path should I choose

ACCA or CIMA???
At first I thought ACCA is the only path for me

But after knew CIMA from Mr. Sam and Mr. Ong

Then I have interested toward this course

But

Mr. Ong told me

I more suitable to ACCA

So

I change my mind again

After think and think

I think I should follow my own mind

So I choose back CIMA

But after that many factors has caused me want to change my mind again
Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh~~~~~~~~~~~~
What should I do???
Haiz

Maybe I should follow what my mom has suggested

Stop for 1 year

Then think carefully

Haiz
Really don't know what should I do...

Opportunity Cost

When you wish to get something
You sure need to sacrifice something

This is call opportunity cost

So

Be prepared

You will lost something soon because of that decision

But

As long as you found it is worth for you

Don't scare
Just Do It!

Polident

Got a call from another supervisor from Chimera

Again

Chimera

Asked me to work on this Saturday and Sunday

12pm-9pm with RM 90 salary

Ok

Due to this supervisor I feel better than that Amxxx
So I have promised him I will do for it

But

This is a super challenging product

Polident

That 1 use to prevent your denture from getting loose (something like gum)

My friend sold this products before and has been blamed due to do not have a good sales

Haiz
So I hope god bless me =)

You all can say me 'fan jian' la

I know I'm 'fan jian' la

Why I want to work for a same company again???
Because of money la

If I'm born in a rich family or I know how to print paper notes

Then

I no need work lo

Money made me 'fan jian'

Gah yao to myself la =)

You will never know~

You will never know if you do not try

First step is the hardest step

Never try never know

Why don't try??
It may change your life

Take out your courage!!

5 days working experience

Start my first part-time job on 31/3/2012

The day after my final exam

First day of work

Already feel beh song toward the supervisor's attitude

She always try to ignore our problem

Ok

Fine!!!
My bag has been stolen!!!
Then when we aggressive

She said we always stand like a tree

Didn't go to persuade customer to buy our products

Then said another 2 girls work so hard

Well!!!
That 2 girls always sleep

They also admitted this!!!
But she said they 2 well done!!!
Ok,

I just can say

We are not pretty as them
So

We are not lucky as them 2...
Always kena praised 1...

You always try to ignore our problems

We told you the stocks already finish

You said finish then finish la

Nothing can do

Then today you told me

We should contact the suppliers to replenish!!!
WTF
Do you think we know who is the suppliers???!!!!!
You said you are agent

Not responsible for replenish!!!
You go to die la!!!

Actually
I'm really feel don't want to do after 1st day
Just because I'm beh song I bought a new shoes then only work for 1 day
So

I continue to do

Then you told me this kanasai!!
Said we didn't sell anything
We sold 100++ sensodyne per day (3 days continuosly)
You said we do nothing!!!
So

How we sold this ar????
You though we bought it???!!!
Damm u la!!!

My first time experience really suck!!!
Chimera!!!
F*ck you!!!!


Sorry for being super rude in this blog
Because I'm really beh tahan!!!

Tired

Have been worked for 2 days
First time work
Found out that earning money is a hard work
Thanks for my parents work so hard and give me money =D

Still got 10 days!!!
Add oil to myself!!!

Hope will be successful =)

Just now sent a simple resume to Chimera Event

Hmm

Feel shameful

Since I don't know how to write a resume

Thanks to LeJing sent me a sample!

And feel shameful again

Since do not have any working experience before

Hope I will be successful in getting this part-time promoter job ba!

Got the point!

Finally I know what is the reason for my stress =)

I'm not a person who care so much on my academic result

But

Because of that reason

I force myself to study hard

I think this is the reason made me super stress

I will try to cope it

Try to be relax a bit ^^

Not that simple??

What my friends said was right
When sometime you treat your friends sincerely and honestly

But not mean they do the same things to you

Sometime you treat them as your best friends

But

Are you sure they treat you as their best friends??

People always ask us don't think too much

Think as simple as you can
But

The world has changed

Think twice before you wish to say out something or share out some secret

Because they might not as simple as you think

They may betray you

So

Are you the one treat me sincerely too??

Sometime I will feel I'm so stupid in choosing friends =(

Useless

Stress really come now...
Shit...
I don't know how to handle
It just come suddenly...
Feel like want to cry but no place for me to cry
Cry in heart...
Don't insonmia please!!

Girls

Why girls are so childish and emotional when facing the relationships' problem???
I also don't know
Although I'm a girl

But I really cannot understand

Haha
This may due to I don't have this experience before

So I also don't know

Whether I will be the same as other girls when I'm facing this problem

As your friend,

I can't give too much of comments to you

Since I'm a third party
I'm do not understand what is the current situation between you and her

But I really willing to be your listener
Let you talk out all of your feeling

This is the only thing I can do ^^

Job? High class? Low class?

Why some people will categorize jobs into low class and high class?
How to define a job is a high class job or low class job?
For them,

If the working environment is good and with high salary

Then it will consider as a high class job

So for them

Those mechanics, garbage workers, cleaning workers are consider low class job

But do you realize something?
If without them
I think you cannot survive

For example

You are a CEO
You work in a big company

You earn a high salary

And you always say mechanics is a low class job
Only those who cannot study well will go to become a mechanic

They need to work in a dirty environment
Always sweating like work in a desert

But one day

If your car broke down
Do you able to fix it??
Yes

You may get a very good result
But

So what!!!!
You don't know how to fix a car!!!
You said mechanic is a job for those who cannot study well

That mean you said mechanic is a easy job la??!!
But why you don't know how to fix a car although you are 'smarter' than them???!!!

Bullshit!!!
All jobs are same!!!
Don't classified them into low class or high class!!!

No point~

No point to do anything if you already know the result will like this

No point to do something make the current situation become worse

Really no point for the action

Not a good feeling

Not a good feeling!!!
Hate it!!

That kind of face> Not stress but tired

Yesterday went Genting with my friends at 12am++
1st time experience
Thanks for the first time experience you all gave me ^^

And sorry for the face I showed to you all when back
But that is not stress face
I'm just too tired!!!
Super duper tired since I didn't sleep well the day before that
Stress is only come

When somebody asked me that question =.=''

Next time try not to go before final exam
Then I can enjoy it better ^^

Specially thanks to YieYan
Thank you for your cae =)

HOME

When my home become a place that I do not wish to come back every week??
I don't know
I think since the problem arise
I hope nothing happen
God Bless =)

I will not =)

My dear friends
Thanks for so care me
Don't worry!!
I will not commit suicide

Although I have this idea before
But it's because that time I'm still without brain ^^
I won't do this
And I will not think this (I hope so la)

Haha
Dun worry! ^^

Sign of stress??

Stupid!
I do not know what happen to me...
I can cry out suddenly when I was chatting with my friends
No idea

Tears just suddenly dropped down
What happen??
Sign of stress??

No one I can call now to tell out my feeling
If can find I also do not know what to tell
Because I do not know why I can cry out suddenly!
Stupid!

The way to release stress??

How to release stress effectively??
Cry???
Find friends??
Talk to family??
Yum Cha???
or Commit Suicide???
No idea

Stress????!!!!!

Stress is coming again!!!
And gosh!!
This time has afternoon paper!!
What if I insomnia again???
Die!!!

I really feel stress due to the IT course!!!
DISLIKE!!!
And I hate myself!!
Stupid!!
I do not know how to handle my stress!!!
Stupid la!!!

Random post!

Next week is my final week of this short semester

And the week after that is my final exam
This time have only 2 courses
But still stress

Final exam will on 27th and 30th of March
After that will rest for 1 month

Feel like want to search for a part-time job

Anyone have any part-time jobs that can introduce to me?
I do not hope to become a big worm in house during my semester break
I need a job ^^

Same face???!!

Comment from my friends about this photo

"My dog's face look like me..."
What the fish???!!

You din't realized actually you also doing the same thing like your friends

You said your 'friends' always come to ask for your help
You said them like to 'memperalat' you
Actually you din't realized you are just same like your 'friends'

You also treat me like an equipment
You also always come to find me when you are needed

When you need my help
Then you will come to facebook chat box and say hi then bla bla bla

Then ask for my help
When you don't need me then you are talking my bad behind of me la!
I remember what you said last time to someone
Then she come to tell me you are talking my bad
That time I really don't have much interaction with you

I don't know how I made you hate me

Then now
You always come ask for my help to help u check for your assignment

You don't realized you also same like your 'friends'?

Yes, you can say I'm a 'small gas' people

I admit it!!

I do not like those people have 2 faces!!!
When need your help then come to chat with you like your best friends!!
When do not need you then just talk your bad behind of you!!!

Best Friends =)

How do you define best friend?
I think different people has different view

For me

I think best friend is someone I can share everything of me to him/her

And same to him/her

He/She can share everything of him/her to me

Best friend just like one of my family members
And even closer then the relationships between my family n I

Because I will not tell everything to my family
Maybe I don't like they too worry about me

Or

Maybe I don't like they think too much

Best friend is the only person I can tell everything to him/her

Love, friendships,family problems, academic problems.........

So many so many can share to him/her

Even my secret I also don't mind to share with him/her

I feel I'm a lucky person
Because I'm not only have 1 best friend
But I have a lot of best friends
We always share our feelings with each others

They are someone who are willing to listen to my problems

Who are willing to help me when I'm facing difficulty
Who are always giving me support when I want to do something

And many many more...

I appreciate this relationships with all of you

Thanks for all of you always help me, care me, support me....

And even able tolerate with my hot tempered, my bad attitude...

I know I have a lot of problems

But you all still with me
Appreciate!!!

Thanks You!!!!

Sadness & Happiness

Today had my MIS test in the morning
Feel sad after the test

Because I'm not sure what the questions asked
So I just wrote anythings I knew
Did not know whether it is correct or not
Haiz
First time face this problem in my mid-term test
Sad

And the tutor still asked how if I got A?
Well
I just can say it's really a luck
It's truth!

After class
Went Sushi Zanmai at LowYat with my friends
Drove car by myself
Awesome experience for me
First time drove to there
Although was follow Ong's car
But still feel unbelievable!!
Haha

After that back home
And feel sad again when think of the MIS
I think next week can get back the result

God bless me and of cause all my friends also!! ^^

I'm tired because of that =(

Quite tired recently
Suddenly feel that I face a lot of problems
A lot a lot a lot

I told myself not to worry too much
Since all the problems will have its solutions

I hope I will be alright soon =)

First time experience

First time donate blood!
Yeah
Finally I did it this afternoon
Quite nervous since ChoonNyuk and MeiShia are not allow to accompany me go in to college hall
I force to go in myself...
Quite nervous...
Within 10 minutes...
DONE!!!
Saw my blood...
1 packet!
But I not dare to take photo since I scare the nurse scold me...

Confused~

Hmm

I'm confusing again

Just because what my mom has said and asked

I'm a failure =(

That day

I was telling my mom what I have chosen for my advance diploma

Then my mom said her friends said ACCA is famous
Why don't I choose that instead of choosing CIMA???
Then
I just said ACCA is famous as everyone knew
But CIMA also quite famous recently...
And I like to challenge myself

Then
She asked again...
What is my future job after I finish CIMA course??
What can I do??
Well...
I just keep silent
Since I'm not so sure what can I do after I study this course...
I just told her like doing analysis those kind of stuff ba... =.=''

Made me confused again la!!!!
Why why why???!!!!

Stress again???!!

Stress coming again!!!
What's wrong with me???
hmm
I'm not sure
I think my stress come from the course of MIS (Managing Information Systems)
I dislike the IT subject...
I'm not understand what the lecturer is lecturing and what the tutor is tutoring =.=''
Because the tutor always give incomplete answer...

I do not know how to do the coursework
I have done the rubbish as a result
I do not know how to face the test on 9th of March...

By the way,
I have to like it
Since when advance diploma got 1 course known as Organizational Management and Information Systems

I think this course relate to that course
So
I have to accept it

Tell me how to relax???
Shopping???
No money...
Go out with friends???
No kaki...
Go out alone
I hope so but will kinda boring...
Tell me how???

I like to write blog ^^

I like to write my feeling in my blog
Last time
I always wrote my feeling on my facebook
But I have been complained by few friends
They said that
They always see there are my facebook status once they refresh the page =.=''
So
I have change to write my feeling in my blog

If you feel annoy
You can just dun read my blog ^^

Blog is the best way to release all my feelings
Since this is the only place my family will not know
Even my geh po auntie also do not know =P

Haha
That's all for this post
It is just a random post ^^

Busy busy busy...

Quite busy recently since this sem is a short sem
Will start very busy next week
Tests, assignments and presentation are waiting for me
Quite stress!!
Help
No idea of doing those assignments especially MIS
Headache
Idea idea idea
Come come come...

Relax relax relax =)

1 problem solved

1 problem solved again
I hope to solve all my current problems as soon as possible

I have chosen the course I want for my advance diploma level
And I hope I will not change my mind again
Last time already decided
But due to some problem I change it again

I remember what my friends told me
I'm a person who are so easily influence by others' words...
Yes
I admit! =)

Well,
Now I really hope I won't change again
And I hope I will no regret for the decision I have made
God bless ^^

Impossible

When I knew something that are impossible
Then I will just like someone said
I will leave it a side
I won't bother it for a time
Maybe until I forgot about it
Or maybe until miracle happen ^^

To someone
What you told me on that day is definitely possible
So please don't put it aside
Fight for it!
You can do it!!
All the best, my friend!!!

Dilemma, Emo & Stress

Totally blur~
What should I choose for my advance diploma???
I know this is not the matter I should think about now
But
I'm the person like that
When I saw almost everyone have chosen their path
I start to worry about myself
Although next semester is only the last semester
But I really start to worry now
Dilemma, emo and stress because of this

ACCA or CIMA
Of cause so many of my friends asked me to choose ACCA
Because this is more famous than CIMA
But I like to challenge myself
My poor English level is the main barrier made me hesitate of choosing CIMA
I'm not sure whether I can fully understand what lecturers or tutors teach me
I'm not sure whether I can fully interpret the course
I'm not sure whether I have made a correct decision

Haiz
Quite stress
Do not know which one should I choose
Anyone can help me???

An Enjoyable Day with TOGETHER!!! =)

Yesterday woke up at 6.45am

What happened??
Just to go out with TOGETHER ^^
The very first time need to wake up so early to prepare

The very first time the outing start at 8 am =.=''
Thanks for Eric XD

Firstly
We went to Imbi Road to have our breakfast at Levain

Ok
The very first time I ate those bread as my breakfast
Haha
New try

Here is the breakfast for 6 person
Thanks for Eric for treat us this... ^^

After that
My lens made my eyes become uncomfortable
And suddenly my left eye become red
So they all fetched me back to Kepong to consult eyes specialist
At first I asked them to drop me at One Utama
Then I will ask my mom come to pick me and go there by myself
But they said still have plenty of time before our sing k session
So they fetched me to there

Luckily just have some scratch on my cornea
Not a big deal
I'm very afraid when checking
When I was checking my eyes
5 of them just treat the clinic like coffee shop
Because there has free water to drinks and free wi-fi access
Then
All of them chatting at there =.=''

After consulted doctor
Went One Utama for our Sing K time!!!

When it's time for singing Jess Lee's 煎熬
Suddenly it change to birthday song
Me and LeJing stunt a while
We asked who are the one choose this song
Then suddenly the waiter came in with a cake on hand
Surprise!!!
Really so surprise!!!
Because three of us (Me, LeJing and HweiKee) really no idea when they went to buy the cake

Thanks for the cake
This was my very first cake for my 20th birthday
Thanks for giving us these 3 birthday girls a surprise ^^

After sing K session
LeJing went back to home
And Eric decided follow the original plan!!
Went to I-city!!!!
Before went to there
We went Subang to have our dinner first
We have our dinner at Lynn Cafe

After dinner
Went to I-city
Stay there about 1 hour ++
Took a lot of photos
Yes
There was so nice ^^
Like the LED light so much

HweiKee was so funny
When she was near the LED light to take photo
She kept asked us whether she will kena sot or not
Haha
Laugh die...

After I-city
Went back to Kepong
Have our yum cha session at Umami Cafe
Chat a lot... ^^

After that back home
Thanks for Eric fetch all of us back home ^^
And guess what happened??
Shooted by parents lo because went out from house from 7.45am till 12.15am
Haha
But it's worth XDD

Badminton Session

Yesterday have joined my college friends to badminton session

It have been a long time I din't sport

It's time for me to sport!!!

Reduce fats, reduce weight (I hope I can)

Seriously,

I found out there actually I also can close with them
Stick with them I can have a lot of fun
But sometimes really too crazy

It's too bad now I only close to them
Left 1 more semester
Quite sad...
By the way,

I should enjoy now ^^

Overtime on Vanlentine's Days

Yesterday was Valentine's Day
So, my classmates and me have went to Overtime at Setapak for together alone ^^
We have finished 3 barrel of fresh beer
Haha
Quite high
I admit I got some headache
But I'm really clear what am I doing at that time
And I remember what I have said at that time
Although I'm like a super 38 po at that time
But I'm really awake la...

By the way,

I know I memang memalukann la
Because my action really so big
And after that section we went to mamak store
I talked super loudly
So my friends thought I already drunk
But

I really din't drunk
I just too high only ^^

Happy Valentine Eve?? XD

Hmm
Valentine's day??
Non of my business...
Since I'm still single ^^
Happy Single Day to all my friends who are still single

What I found out was
I felt that every time near Valentine's day so many people will break with their boy/girl friends
How come will like this??
Not so sure
It's a norm???
I think so

Haha

By the way,
I still wish those couples Happy Valentine's Day in advance ^^

Problems =(

So many problems happened recently

I hope everything will be fine soon =(

Awkward Birthday

Yesterday was my 20th Birthday

Went out with my classmates for brunch after the first class

Have our brunch at TGI Fridays

First time went for there

Thanks for the brunch

(YieYan, YingChew, YanJun, HuiChie, MeiShia, PehChen, YeongSeng, Ong, Ken, HockPing & YuhCherng)
And Jun's gang told the waiters there that day was my birthday
Then suddenly they came out with desserts
And asked me stood up on the chairs

=.=
Awkward
Luckily not so much customer at that time
Then the waiters asked me to talk something to my friends
Well
I just say thank you
But
They didn't let me go just like that
They asked me sing a song
But at last my friends sang me birthday song and just end like that
Then they asked me made wish with the candle on the desserts
And asked me to blow the candle far from me
Hmm
Quite awkward again
After blew
Finally I can sit down =.=''

A quite memorable birthday
Thank to all of U =)

The very first time

Yesterday

Drank beer with my classmates
The first experience
Didn't drunk
But quite suffer
Not because of headache
But it's because of the beer not nice at all!!!
Waliao
Who say Carlsberg and Tiger very nice one and like it so much one
Please go to hit your head to the wall!!!
Taste super no good!!

By the way
It's still a good experience for me ^^

Birthday Wishes

As usual,

I didn't have birthday cake from my family ^^

So,
I'm going to make my birthday wishes through my blog

Although my birthday is on 8th of February
But I want to make the wishes today ^^
Since I scare I will not online on that day due to busy on my tutorials??
Haha
Not sure
But for sure is do not have birthday celebration on that day (is kinda sad XD)

Before make wishes
Lets talk about my birthday 'celebration' XD
First at all
Got the present from my mom
A pair of high heels
Thanks mom ^^
And the present from my sister will get soon
I hope really is soon
She told me like tat XD
Get nothing from brother (as usual)
Got a dinner from my dad yesterday ^^ (Just like family dinner)
And lastly is waiting for the Eric's 'surprise party' for 3 girls born in February

Me (8th of February)
Le Jing (14th of February) and

Hwei Kee (27th of February)
Although it's held on 18th of February which is after my real birthday

But still appreciate for it
And looking forward what he's planning
Since this is the first planning from him XD

Now,
I'm going to make my wishes :
First wish,

I wish my family always stay in healthy, peace and harmony, 事事顺利 and 合家平安
Second wish,
I wish myself can stay strong for everything (study, interrelationships, health...)

Third wish,

Hmm
As culture,
3rd wish should be kept in mind ^^

Alright
That's all for my wishes
Happy Birthday to myself first =P