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Tuesday, December 27, 2011

解不开的心结~



突然觉得我跟你再也不可能回到以前的关系
我不要求你对我像以前那样
但至少能像一个超级普通的朋友
对!!
我的要求仅是如此
至少不要每次摆出那个敷衍的样子
因为你对我跟他们的态度完全不同

我已经踏出第一步了
为什么你不能踏出第二步?
为什么你不能解开你的心结?
我已经道歉了
你也说你原谅我
但是对我的态度是跟之前完全是天渊之别
对我跟其他人的态度也完全是相反
跟他们可以有说有笑
但是对我问你的问题总是很敷衍地回答我

我们都已经不同组了
所以再也不会面对之前的问题
为什么你就不能忘记之前的事情?
跟回我有说有笑那样呢?
还是你觉得我已经没资格了?

对不起

Monday, December 26, 2011

Surprise from my parents

I hav been a week din bek my home
Since I nid 2 prepare 4 my final
So I chose 2 stay at hostel till my final end

N 2day
I received the call from my mom
I tot she wan chit-chat wif me
Bt she said I oledi at ur hostel
Bring ur car's key cum down
V go 2 makan...

=.=
Wat a surprise!!
They brought me 2 eat pan mee
Bt they din eat since they oledi ate b4 they come 2 hostel
At the 1st they jz tot wan 'long gai'...
'long long long' till 'long' 2 my hostel here...
=.=''
After ate
Went Wangsa Walk since my dad wan look 4 the price of I-phone 4S
He reali wan 2 look oli
Went Wangsa Walk look here n there...
Den bek hostel

Dad n Mom
I miss U 2 n LOVE U 2~~

Sunday, December 25, 2011

A random post again~

Jz nw viewed bek sum of my old blog
I felt tat I'm so childish last time...XD
Of coz nw still gt a bit la..
Last time I like 2 scold ppl in my blog =P
I like 2 talk bout my outings
N now
My post oways bout my feelings...

Yes
Sumtime it's hard 2 express my feeling out...
So I like 2 express it through my blog...
Coz my family will not noe tat...
Hence they will less worry bout me ^^
N sumtime it's hard 2 say sumting out in front of sum ppl
So it's better 2 say it out through fb although the person might nt noe
Bt it is better den keep in the heart

1 year passed
Wat I hav done in tis year
Hmm
I'm nt so sure
I still blur wif my future although I hav decided 2 choose ACCA
Auditor? Accountant? Tax consultant?
Or other job nt relate 2 Accounting like wat Jing's lecturer said?
Nt sure

Tats all 4 my random post again...
Feel bored?? Den get lost la... XD



Saturday, December 24, 2011

Random

Jz a random update
Tis year Christmas eve, Christmas n New Year is jz like ntg 2 me
Since I force 2 stay at hostel 2 concentrate on my revision
Lack of the joyful time wif my family mayb frenz 2...

2011 is going 2 end soon
N I'm going 2 enter 20 years old
Hmm~~20 seem like nt bad
I hope my parents giv me more freedom
I hope I can getting closer n closer wif my frenz
I hope there are miracle happen on me

I'm looking 4ward for the day after my exam
I'm available 4 dating after 11/1/2012
Come date me out!!
I'm looking 4ward 4 PY 2 come bek from Johor
I'm looking 4ward 4 the outing wif her!
I'm looking 4ward 4 the 1U day wif LLL
I'm looking 4ward 4 the CNY
I'm looking 4ward 2 gather wif TOGETHER
I'm looking 4ward 4 my bd
I'm looking 4ward 4 the day of my diploma convo

2012
I hope it will b another amazing year 4 me ^^

Thursday, December 22, 2011

Stress=Motivation

Stress from everywhere
Scholarship
ACCA
Parents
Myself

Bt stress is the motivation 4 me 2 study hard!

Monday, December 19, 2011

太强悍了??

是不是比较聪明的女人就没男人要??
是因为男人的自尊心太强?还是大家都喜欢比较软弱的女生呢??

Thursday, December 15, 2011

A Day with S&D~



A Day with Shally & Douglas

After my tutorial class yesterday,
I hav skipped my lecture class n went MV 2 meet 2 of them
Hav a super 9s day!! <3

After brunch,
Went to snowflake...
Finally I ate it!!


Although jz a short time v met...
Bt reali so hapi 2 meet them n chit chat wif them!!!
Thx a lot!!!
I love u 2!!!

Monday, December 12, 2011

Best Wishes~

2 sum1,
I wish u sincerely!!! From my bottom of my heart!!
Wish u r going 2 enter into a relationship
Congratulation!!!
Finally u found 1!!! ^^

4 myself
I wish 2...
Bt like wat u said
Mz depend on fate sumtime
When it's the time, the person will come...
I'm waiting 4 GOD 2 help me...
GOD lead me 2 a correct pathway
2 the way sum1 is waiting 4 me n i'm waiting 4 him... ^^

Sunday, December 11, 2011

Thx U 2 oso!!!

Thx u 2 oways treat me as super best frenz!!!!
Oways share secret wif me!!!
Although i oways din meet up u 2
Bt u 2 still like 2 share ur secret wif me!!
I'm reali glad 2 hav u 2 as my frenz!!!!!
Muaksxxxx!!!!
I super love u 2!!!

I felt v r getting closer

I felt I'm start getting closer wif my classmates
Haha
Although it's late
Bt better den none...
Nw v always joke wif each other in fb
N sumtime even joke in class
The feeling is gud...
Reali cannot imagine I can joke wif them
Thx u all !!!

Tuesday, December 6, 2011

I hav tried

I hav tried~
Bt the result same like wat I hav expected~
So plz dun say never try never noe 2 me
Coz sumtime no nid try oledi noe~~
Jz like wat I have done
I hope miracle can occur
Bt it does not occur..
Accept the reality!!
Time 2 wake up!!

Saturday, December 3, 2011

Dun make me confuse...

Dun do sumting made me misunderstood...
THX U

If yes den yes if no den no~~

Thursday, December 1, 2011

Still busy!!

Sry 2 most of my best frenz since I'm quite bz recently...
Hence I cann't go gathering wif u all
Tis week will finish my test
After 3 more weeks is final...

Hope 2 meet u all during CNY!!!
So I date u all 1st!!!
C u all during CNY!!

Thursday, October 20, 2011

SEM 5

Tis week oledi is 5th week of my sem 5~~
Still blur wif wat my lecturers taught me...
Tis sem is a tough sem 4 me...
Gambateh la!!!
Financial Management
Financial Accounting Framework
Business Law
Business Economics
Management Accounting!!!!
Argh!!!!
Gah yao!!

Monday, October 3, 2011

Hav a new LOOK!!!


I hav choose 2 cut my hair...
I wan 2 hav a new hairstyle 4 my new life
Tis was the result


OK, I noe tat was nt much difference
Since it's not so short enuf...
Next time when it bcum long again I will cut shorter den tis time ^^

Thursday, September 29, 2011

Tired

U r not me~
U dunno wat had happened on me b4~~

Sumting hav solved bt problem appeared again...
hate!!!
I'm reali tired!

Wednesday, September 21, 2011

Result released

2day Sem 4's result released
Damm nervous at the morning
After I bathed, I saw my frenz posted on fb said result oledi released~~
Den I 55 login my college's intranet 2 check!!
Oh gosh!!!
It took me a long time 2 login
After I login, I jz can saw 2 result =.=''
Damm it!!!
Made me even more nervous
I tried 2 refresh it
After 15 mins I oli can knew my full result =.=''
Satisfied wif my result~~
Hope can maintain it.. ^^

Sunday, September 11, 2011

I hope so~

At 1st, thx 4 u oways invite me 2 ur guys' outings
Bt sry
I cann't go due 2 sum problem
I'm so hapi when u invite me
Bt there r many problems btween me n ur frenz
If I go I think they will unhapi
So sumtime I will lie u or find an excuse 2 not attend
I'm sry
Actually, I reali hope I can join all of u
I hope 2 hav more frenz
Bt there is oways a gap there
I cann't~

Happy Mooncake Festival!!!

Tml is Mooncake Festival
Dunhav the mood~
Neighbours din play lantern or candle
My house oso same
Mooncake pun tak ada...
Reali dunhav the mood
Btw, I wish Happy Mooncake Festival 2 all of my frenz <3

Saturday, September 10, 2011

Chit-Chat Time with Li & Hui


Yesterday went yum cha wif Li & Hui
Tis was the 1st time I went yum cha wif both of them
Damm 9s
V chatted a lot geh po punya things...
N I got so many secret info...XD)


I hope v still got another chance
Not jz yum cha
Bt can go 4 sing K n dinner
Next time oso wan call Lin them pergi sama sama!!

Thursday, September 1, 2011

How can I improve my Eng lvl??

I think most of my frenz noe my eng lvl not gud
It's jz primary skul standard
Oh gosh!!!
I dunno wat is prank tats y keep pranked by 1 ppl!!!
Ish!! =.=

Monday, August 29, 2011

Feel like wan 2 change~~

Feel like wan 2 change a new hairstyle...
Any idea??
Coz I start 2 feel bored 2ward my current hair style
Although it is longer den b4~~
Bt still feel bored

Shud I cut it short
I dun think I have the guts 2 cut my hair short~
N I think my face not suit...
Feel like wan 2 dye hair bt dunno wat color~
Feel like wan 2 make my hair curly bt i scare i look so old...
Hmm~
Any idea??

Monday, July 25, 2011

Change again~

Hmm~~
erm~~
Dun said me LC arr~~
I'm changing new phone again~
Yes~
U din c wrongly~~
I change new phone again within 2 months~~~
From Samsung Galaxy SL change 2 Samsung Galaxy S2~~~
Non of my business~~
I tot I wan giv tis S2 2 my dad~~
Bt he dunwan~~
He 'tart' my SL n asked me used S2~~
C~~
My dad so sayang his lovely daughter~~
Thx dad!!!

Bt every month i nid help him 2 pay the installment 4 tis S2~~~
Pk soon~

Wednesday, July 20, 2011

19/07-20/07

Last week, ChoonNyuk, MeiShia & me hav planned 2 take a break on tis week~~
V said tis week nid relax 99 b4 final exam cum
So v planned 2 go 1 Utama...

Yesterday
Both of them stayed at my house 4 1 nite...
Den 2day morning, v went 2 1U

Woke up at 9am
Den prepare~~
Tis is our look~~
Reached 1U at 10am++
Den went 2 buy roti 1st
After tat went 2 bought Sticky 4 my sis~~

After tat,
V went 2 find ChoonNyuk's sis hu worked at Sushi Q
N enjoyed sum sushi there
Got 10% discount since her sis worked at there~~
Here was the sushi v ordered...
Not bad

After chit-chat wif her sis
It's time 4 us 2 go Sing K
Waliao
Neway student promotion
RM 10 nett 4 student!!!
Include 1 teaset (1 Food+1 Beverage)
Super Cheap!!!

Enjoy sing K wif them n 1 ppl 1 mic~~

4pm++ den bek home since scare traffic jam
b4 went out from Neway
Ask the worker helped us snap 1 photo~~
The aunty so 'jor ding' =.=''

Den bek home lo..
After ate den bek hostel...
Tats all 4 2day
So hapi sing K wif them...
They 2 so funny...
Sing till 'bor xia'
Haha
Hope next time got chance go again~~ ^^

Tuesday, July 19, 2011

It hav been a long time~~

It hav been a long time I din take photo wif my mom
N finally I can took photo wif her on her bd~~

I LOVE U, MOM!!!

Saturday, July 2, 2011

RM 100 fly away~

Ok...
RM 100 fly away jz now
Since i have bought 2 shorts n 2 shirts
Yes, u didn't not c wrongly
I bought shorts again
Dunno where the confidence cum from...
OMG~~
Elephant wear shorts....
Coz weather is 2 hot...
Sumtime nid wear shorts 2 go out...
So buy sum
N my mom oways said me 2 conservative...
So i nid 2 prove her i'm not so conservative...
Jz sumtime feel shorts is reali not suit 4 me hu hav tis kind of body size~~

Tis few weeks quite bz wif my Coursework
Assignments n test~~

Wednesday, June 22, 2011

Tagged by Leng Lui Li & Soon Yip

01.我的大名: Chua Pui Hoon 蔡佩云

02.我的小名: Sandy

03.谁传给你的: 靓女 和 蔡顺业

04.生日最想得到的礼物:只要是真心选然后送的就OK~

05.近期压力大的事:assignment多多~~test多多~~

06.你的外号:猪??肥婆??

07.有没有喜欢的人:我家人我朋友咯~

08.同学聚会要回去找老师吗: 不懂哦~看情况和心情还有看是什么老师咯~~

09.跟谁出去最幸福:好朋友因为可以玩到很颠~

10.如果你的两个好友吵架了你该怎么办:给意见~

11.跟情人最想去哪:去两个人的旅行~~

12.圣诞节要做啥:倒数?

13.最想跟谁过圣诞节:男朋友(但是到现在都还没有)

14.有没有赖床的习惯:很少~

15.有几个兄弟姐妹:1个哥哥,1个妹妹

16.最喜欢的一首歌:没有最喜欢的哦~~都是一样的

17.喜欢什么颜色:黑,紫,白,蓝~~~

18.现在在做什么: 在回答这些问题~

19.最想大声说什么:我谈恋爱了!! (想而已,因为我都还没有男朋友 =P)

20.半夜敢不敢自己上厕所: 在家敢,在宿舍看急不急而定

21.谁很欠打:那些欠打的人咯!!!

22.现在很迷什么:打保龄球~

23.睡相:超级丑~

24.自己不敢吃的東西:生的SUSHI,臭豆腐~~

25.是否痛恨传给你点卷的人:一点点~因为我很懒惰~~XD

26.你的咗名右:蔡佩云加油!!你可以的!!(每次对着镜子跟自己讲)

27.天气:现在晚上所以还蛮凉)

28.你若中乐透最想做什么:买我想要的东西!!!

29.大学生一定要玩的活动 :我哪里懂?

30.引起失眠的原因:烦恼咯~

31.有流口水的情况吗:有 *shy*

32.近期开心的事:买了新电话?

33.你经常通宵不睡: 假期的时候吧,很夜才睡不是不睡

34.你会和爱自己的人还是自己爱的人結婚嗎: 我爱他他也爱我的~XD

★睡觉前第一件事:刷牙

★起床前第一件事:开眼睛 =P

★你的偶像:唐禹哲,林峰~~~~~

★你喜欢的季节: 春天

★打工次数:0

★你讨厌什么样的个性:心机重, 讲骗话,花心,双面人,迟到的人!!!

★你会喝酒吗:Shandy算吗?

★你常哭吗:还好~

★你常笑吗:syok sendiri笑咯~

★朋友和情人你会:两个都很重要,重色重友~

★机会和命运你会选择:可以选的咩??你以为百万富翁啊?! XD

★你很自恋吗:一点点咯~

★你有穿耳洞么:有

★这问卷多不多:很多下咯~

★喜欢吃冰吗:还好,因为牙齿会痛~

★现在幸福吗:OKOK咯,有男朋友更幸福~

★最在乎哪几个朋友:他们自己知道咯~

★房间里的摆设简单么 ?: 乱七八糟~哈哈

★女(男)朋友精神出轨要不要原谅 ?:什么叫精神出轨?

★如果没有朋友你会怎样 ?:我寂寞寂寞就好~~

★如果天使可以满足你一个愿望你会要什么:请实现我所有的愿望~

★喜欢吃的水果:芒果,苹果,木瓜,山竹,葡萄~~~

★经常不叠被子吗:在家不叠,在宿舍天天叠~~XD

★你喜欢雪么:喜欢~

★还希望被点:点来做么?都写过了!

★舒克和贝塔喜欢哪个?:什么来的???

★你最没有耐心做的一件事是什么 ?:等那些很喜欢‘摸’的人!!!慢吞吞!!!

★不想看书的时候怎么办:看电视或睡觉啦!

★喜欢的人叫什么(外号也可以) : 喜欢的人很多哦!

1+。被点到必填 , 不填代表你不尊重传给你的人和问卷 。

2+。请老实回答每一问题。

3+。不能擅自涂改题目。

4+。写完请点 10 个人 , 不可以不点。

5+。完后请通知那 10 个人他被点到了 !

6+。不可回传。

1. SuetLi

2. SoonYip

3. PohYing

4. Douglas

5. Chloe

6. Shally

7. HweiKee

8. SheueLin

9. Meeishya

10. FooWeng


I miss PohYing~~ =)

It hav been a long time I din chat wif my beloved best best frenz!!!
I miss her so much~~
I wan chat wif her!!!

Wednesday, June 8, 2011

New HP~

Jz got a new hp from dad on last Sat
Dun said me lcly...
I jz wan 2 share my happiness
Coz at 1st I tot 2 buy a new hp which below RM1,000 using my own money...
Coz my old phone W995 oways got problem...
So tat day I went 2 c new phone
Jz saw oli dunhav the decision 2 buy

Suddenly,
My dad brought us 2 BremMall
Den he saw the Samsung Galaxy SL
Den he said wan anot
I said I dunhav much money la...
N I oso wan wait my old phone cum bek den trade in 2 buy a new 1
Den he jz said wan den take
My mom said he said take den take la!!!
Den I still blur there
Den he asked the salesman take a new 1 n help me 2 sum setting
Waliaoeh!!!
He reali bought me a new phone!!!
Thx dad!!!! I love U!!!!
Next time when I grown up I sure will pay bek u!!!
N oso my mom!!!
I owe them 2 many jor!!!

Now,
I got the new phone
Bt
I dunno how 2 use it well
As I'm not so sure 4 the application
Trying 2 use now
Still blur
N I'm so stupid till I dunno wat is Android!!!
How funny am I??!!

Thursday, June 2, 2011

Lazy~

It has been a long time I didn't update my blog...
How was my recently life?
Still same
Every go college, after lecture n tutorial classes den bek hostel n sleep...
Den done my tutorial question...

Bt sumtime memorable happened on 28/5/2011
I met up wif my lovely frenz.. <3
It has been a long time v didn't meet up 2gether...
I mean all of us...
Coz everytime outing sure miss out sum such as LeJing, VingSeng, PohYing...
Bt tis time all came... (PohYing, Shally, Douglas, Jing, VingSeng, HweiKee n Eric)
V went 2 1U on tat day...
I drove 2 there...

Tat day reali was an awesome day
I will remember tat moment!!!

V sure hav the next time gather 2gether like tis time..rite?!

Ok...
Ntg 2 say more...
Bye bye ^^

Tuesday, May 17, 2011

When tis will end?!

When she will bang wall??
Wat I saw jz she bcum more noty n more bad~~
Kept on said those rude word~
Kept on love love n love
Kept on lie her parents

Kept on said she started feel annoying 2ward her family!


I reali hope she can hit the wall asap!!!
I hope tis happened?
Bt when the GOD let her hit the wall?
I dunno
I pray sincerely

I hope she will change~
I noe tis is so difficult

Bt wat can I do is jz pray sincerely 2 the GOD...



Her mom kept on saying other ppl's daughther started 2 change bcum bad..

Den fall in love although still small~

Bt wat is the response of her mom if her mom noe her daughter oso like tis?
I dunno...
I cann't imagine...
I jz hope she reali will change






GOD, plz help me~

Wednesday, May 4, 2011

Farewell gathering 4/5/11






Jz now went Jusco~~
Had a YumCha section wif Jerry, PeiYee, PohYing, SewFong, SuetLi, JiaHui n Isaac

Jerry is going 2 leave Malaysia soon 2 chase 4 his dream 2 bcum a pilot~
It's so cool!!
Tis is a gud news~~
N knew a new frenz from him (his gf)
So pretty~~
Never meet her b4~
Finally I saw her!!
Den listened 2 wat Jerry said bout his training~
Wish him all d best!!!



Have fun at tat section since long time din argue wif Isaac~
N finally I met PohYing, SuetLi n JiaHui!!!
Haha
So hapi~~


Lastly, wish Jerry Ng again!!!
All d best!!!!

Thursday, April 28, 2011

Memory~

I love my secondary skul's time~
I miss tat time~
Coz my gang of frenz hav a same skul time, same exam time n even same holidays~
So it's so easy 4 us 2 go out 2gether~
Gathering at tat time was so easy since all of us have the same timetable~

Bt now~
Different skul n college~
Different timetable, exam time n even holidays~
Sad case~
Hard 2 gather up all in 1 time~
Reali sad case~
Everytime gathering sure will hav sum1 missed out~
It's so sad~

Aiks~~
Sad~~T.T

Sunday, April 24, 2011

Fever~

Aiyo,
Suffer from fever...
Felt tired everyday...
Suddenly will feel cold den suddenly will feel hot..
Apa tu?!
Aiya...

Pray 4 me 55 recover...

Thursday, April 21, 2011

Emo~

Felt emo recently~
Dunno y~
Better dun ask me y~

Tuesday, April 19, 2011

My HOPE~

I hope 2 leave tis place~
Go 2 the other place tat ppl dunno hu am I~
I dun hope 2 face tis matters~
I dunno how 2 handle tis!

I admit tat I'm a ppl tat do not noe how 2 handle the interpersonal relationships well
I'm a failure!
All the conflicts I tot were coz of me!
I'm a stupid!
I cann't solve them~
Tats y all tis matters happened now~
The conflicts caused the increase in interpersonal clashes n decrease in the mutual trust~
I dun hope tis happen!
I dun hope it will bcum more serious~

I reali hope tat I can leave tis place~

Saturday, April 16, 2011

Confusing

Ya,
Confusing bout whether I like him or I jz care bout him
Dunno the feeling
Ask Colleen b4 the symptom tat like a guy
Wat she said I jz kena sum..
So I dunno wat 2 do...
If I noe I like him I think I won take any action

Plz
Dun ask me hu is him..
Thx ^^

Wednesday, April 13, 2011

我感觉到~

我感觉到我们这段友谊已经变质了~
我们不再像以前那么畅谈~
我觉得我也不能像以前那样自然地什么都跟你讲
你也好像对我的事情不是那么热情地想知道
对于你的事情你也不怎么告诉我了

以前的我们总是有说不完的话题
现在的我们总是谈到一半你就好像不想再跟我谈了
我很伤心
有时真的很想跟你讲很多东西
但是你总是好像不想听
或者听了都在开玩笑

今天你跟我讲的东西好像要暗示什么给我听酱
你不停地重复又重复
我不知道你是要炫耀还是要暗示什么
那种感觉我不喜欢

我感觉到~~
这段友谊已经变质了
虽然很不想去承认
但是事到如今也无可否认了...

渴望~

身边的朋友开始慢慢地有另一半了~~
说真的
我也很希望我有~~
可是没人要我啊!!! T.T
每次身边的朋友都不要假假啦~
是不是你自己要求太高人家要你,你不要人家罢了?!
错错错!!!!
没人要我!!!
真的真的!!!
没人要我!!!
我等着‘塞灶缝’!!!
存着钱买‘姑婆屋’!!
=.=''

妈妈不停地问我!!
朋友不停地问我!!
=.="
我都说随缘咯
我不随缘还可以怎样叻??
都没人要~
自己又不够资格跟人告白~
异性缘又不好
脾气又不好
身材样貌有不好
粗鲁!!
样样都不好
不随缘可以怎样叻?

对!!
没错!!!
我是很渴望爱!!!
我不会否认!!
我渴望爱!!
要不要介绍1个给我啊?!!呵呵~~

Tuesday, April 12, 2011

MERDEKA!!!

MERDEKA again!!!
Start holidays from 2day till 8/5!!!!
Cum date me out!!!
Bt dun use 2 many money 4 the date since I pk jor!!!

Happy Holidays!!!

Sunday, March 27, 2011

study mood OFF

Next Monday oledi start exam
N the 1st subject is the Tamadun Islam
Bt till now i haven touch yet since my drama mood ON n study mood OFF...
Wat can I do??

Thursday, March 24, 2011

Wat shud I do??!!!

I noe sumting~
Shud I said it out??
Or jz act like dunno??
Wat shud I do??!!!!
Reali stress out!!!!

p/s: the problem is bout my family not college...

Monday, March 21, 2011

Test!!

Last Friday was a terrible day 4 me
Coz I nid presented on our group's long report...
Damm nervous on tat day
N tat day morning having a TITAS test made me even more stress...
Although I oledi well-prepared bt stage fright oso cum 2 me...

Damm nervous in front of so many ppl
I told myself not 2 b nervous bt my body cannot collaborate wif wat I said
I keep nervous n felt cold
Den start the presentation
Waliao!!!
Reali panic...
Sum words I accidentally said twice coz my lip tergigil...
Aiyer
More fish de was I heard sum of the ppl laughed at me...
Lol
Den I panic till said sum part in wrong sequence
Woah...
Luckily I still can used my own word 2 present it out...
After tat
Tutor asked us went in front of her..
She gave the recommendations...
She said me 2 nervous at the front part...
Bt overall still ok
Ask me no nid worried about the marks
Phew~~
Luckily....

Tml hav a test...
I have read all of the lecture slides...
Bt sum of them I have forgotten..
Ishh~~
Luckily tml is MCQs 1...
Still can choose...
If not I dunno how
Pray 4 me n god bless me!!

Saturday, March 12, 2011

Yeah!!!

Finally I done all my assignment~~
Waiting 4 my presentation n test n the final exam!!!
Haha
Damm hapi!!!!

Thursday, March 3, 2011

是我的错??!!

有些事情发生了就是发生了~
不能再回头了
我承认我的脾气不好~
我承认我在做ASSIGNMENT时对你们的态度不好~~
但是我也不想要这样
因为我不PUSH你们就不做~~
我PUSH了你们又不爽
我真的不懂要怎样

我很辛苦
所以一开始我就说过我不要当组长
因为你们一定接受不了我的做事方式
我有自己的原则
我希望我可以尽我的全力替我的组员拿到最好的分数
要是我做不到
你们可能会埋怨我~
但是很多时候就是会这样无意中导致磨擦~
因为我想要拿到最好的分数
所以就一直对你们很严厉~
我希望大家都能做好自己的东西而不是我一个人做完
讲真的~
这个真的很辛苦
因为你们每次都埋怨我说很多东西做
但是你们知道吗
我要做的事情是你们的两倍~
我要做自己要做的那一部分
我还要帮你们检查你们做的
有时候我还要帮你们做
那我的谁帮我做??
我自己做没人帮我~

还有关于她的事情我不想解释那样多
我对她不爽唯一的就是她的态度~
她做事的态度有待改进
我尝试修补我跟她的关系可是不行
因为她不接受
她也不接受我的意见和批评
还有我的两个好友不跟她在一起并不是因为我在他们的面前说她的不是~
而是他们觉得她有些问题~~
我敢发誓!!!
我真的没讲骗话
他们真的觉得她有问题才不跟她的~
她是一个很好玩的朋友
说真的
真的是一个蛮值得交的朋友~
可是她就是会无意间说起一些人家不怎么喜欢的东西导致大家不开心
大家不说不代表不介意
只是不想把事情搞大
也知道这是她的风格所以有时真的不是很在意~

最近跟她吵但是我很想要跟她和好
但是我就是不敢开口~
我不懂要怎样讲
也不想要给你认为我在为自己做掩饰
我尝试要跟你好时你总是不理不睬
你不跟我们吃晚餐
自己去跟别人吃然后没跟我们讲
我说真的
现在每1晚我都有去你房间看想问你要不要一起吃晚餐但是你不在房间~
你说我们忽略你
那你也有忽略我们啊

还有就是你每次都说你自己没问题~
我承认我也是有问题而且很大的问题但是为什么他们两个还跟我在一起?
难道你没想过吗?
我承认我对你敷衍~
但是那天在CITC的时候不是我不要理你我叫大家坐下时你自己却要站着~
我以为你怕消化不良然后才站着所以就没理你~
然后当我叫大家把找到的资料拿出来,
你就走前来把你的参考书‘PAK'一声放/丢在桌子
也没跟我讲你的资料在哪里??
难道你觉得这没问题??

我要讲的已经讲完了~
我承认我自己做事的态度很有问题!!
我承认我太过严厉!!
我承认我偶尔对你的态度很差
我知道自己的问题在哪里
我尝试去改~
已再改进当中~
我至少能控制我脾气不在你们面前大骂粗口!!

我真的觉得自己在改进了
或许我对你们来说就是那个蛮不讲理的人
我衷心在这里道歉
或许我在你们心目中已经被定了一个坏印象
但是我希望这个印象能在今天开始一点一点的减少~
我希望你们能看见我的改变~

写这个BLOG并不是想要给人家知道我有几惨
而只是要讲出我心里所想的
我也不想要别人说我有几惨几可怜
因为局外人不知道局里的事情
或许她们比我更惨
我不知道
因为我不是她们
我只是想要说我心里怎样想!!
所写的东西全部属实!!


对不起

Wednesday, February 23, 2011

Sem 2's result~~

2day
I kept on checked TARC website
Coz it's an important day~
Our sem 2's result will released on 2day
I kept on checked from 8am++ 2 10am++
Finally I saw the result at 10.20am++
Erm...
I noe the result will like tat
1stly sure sad after tat was OK~

Den after class went 2 CiTC 2 printed out the result...
Den called my mom n told her the result...
I noe she quite disappointed...
When I talked 2 her, I nyaris cried out
I reali felt sry 2 my mom...
Aiks
Felt sry not use
Jz can blame myself dunno how 2 time management...
I could not manage my time properly in exam...
Hence oways dunhav the sufficient time 2 do the essay
Haiz

Bless myself
Mz gambateh in tis sem's ENG!

Thursday, February 17, 2011

Yeah~

2day(16/2) was the 2nd day of my sem 3 since Tues was a public holiday
1 day b4 2day I nyaris done sumting wrong
I saw wrongly 4 my timetable
Bt luckily I checked again b4 I slept...

7.15am woke up
Bath wif cold water (tis is the 1st time I bathed at hostel in tis sem)
Damm cold...
I jz used 10 mins 2 bath coz reali so cold 4 me~
After tat drank my milo n eat biscuits....
I drank slowly n slowly...
After I done all d things~
Still got half an hour left b4 I move 2 my class...
So I jz sit in front of my table n think nonsense...
Haha

The 1st class is Eng class...
Wat can I said bout the tutor is
She is a old woman...
I think not so old...
Almost bout 50 ba~~
I'm not sure
Her voice so soft till so many ppl cannot hear
Luckily I sat in front if not I reali cann't hear wat she said
Bt no ppl dare 2 tell her...
Haha
Assignment cuming again
Nid 2 prepare a long report!!!
OMG!!!
Din try tis b4
OMG!!!
Haiz
Denv discuss in group n the tutor cum 2 my table...
N so softly explain each part 2 us...
So 9s~~

After tat got 3 hours break
So after I eat my brunch
I went bek hostel n b a pig since yesterday nite din sleep well
My frenz said my eyes bengkak~

Den 2pm got another lecture
Course rep suddenly said the lecturer nid extended 1 n half hour
Waliao...
Tats mean 2pm-5.30pm!!!
OMG!!!
The lecturer's voice so loudly...
My ear so painful~
At 1st I'm so concentrated on the lesson
However...
At last I start feeling bored since I bcame blur n blur n blur~~
Luckily 5pm class ended...
N all ppl reali rush bek~~XD

Tml dunhav class
Go out wif my frenz XD

ohya...
2day class rep was giving us the student bill
Bt I din receive it~~
Tats mean my Eng 4 Communication hav pass n my CGPA is over 2.0
So my scholarship will wif me
Bt I dun hope my ENG will get a low grade...
God bless...

Tuesday, February 15, 2011

the 1st day

2day was the 1st day of my 3rd sem
Yesterday slept at 11.30pm++
However 3.20am++ I woke up~~
N play fb a while~~
When I slept bek I saw my phone got the alarm of 6.45am~
Den I switch off my hp n slept~~

Morning~~
I saw the sky a bit dark the bird kept noisy~~
I tot is 6am++ oli~~
I continue 2 lay on my bed 2 waiting my alarm rang~~
After 5 mins like tat I woke up n looked 2 my clock~~
WTH!!!!
Oledi 7.12am~~
I tot I saw wrongly
Hence I switch on my hp n saw!!
Waliao!!
Reali is 7.15am!!!!
Den  me 55 took my toothpaste n brush n ran 2 toilet 2 brush my teeth~~
After tat ran bek 2 my room n ran 2 make a cup of milo as my breakfast~
Den after drank I wear my lens n change my cloth in my room since my roommate have oledi check out last sem~
Woah~~
Luckily~
I done all d things b4 7.35am~~
N I walked 2 my frenz's room~~
My frenz jz woke up~~
Swt~~
So me n another frenz went 2 DK 1st~~

The 1st lecture class is Tamandun Islam dan Asia~
Waliaoeh!!
The lecturer was a young malay guy~~
Wat I can said jz he dunno how 2 teach ppl~~
V dunhav notes
N he dun giv us the time 2 copy notes
N he jz read n read n read without explain 2 us~~
OMG~~
I dunno how I can score well in tis subject

The 2nd class is Organisation n Human Resources~~
Tis was the tutorial class
The tutor so funny~~
I like her
I hope she can teach us well~~
Hav assignment jor
The assignment is nid complete the tutorial question as normal bt nid present n type in A4 paper~~
2day's class jz like tis~~
Coz v haven go 4 the lecture class so jz stay in class n chit-chat ask the tutor many question~~

Last class of 2day~
Tutorial class of Tamadun Islam~
Get the assignment question~
Nid pass up on week 4~
Bt the tutor din explain wat shud v do!!! (p/s: our tutor same as the lecturer)
OMG~~
Den he taught bek wat he taught on the morning~~
Again!!
Bored~~
Den gv us sum quiz~~
After tat bek home~~


-the end-

Sunday, February 13, 2011

Start my sem 3

Tml will b my 1st day of my sem 3
Tis is a short sem
Jz 7 weeks
The timetable was very suck!!
Hate it so much
Tues n Wed hav 3 hours in btween 2 classes!!
Y like tis 1!!!
Ishhh!!!!
Den Mon dunhav time 4 me 2 hav my brunch!!
I nid wait till 2pm oli can hav my bruch
U noe y??!!
8am-10am is a lecture
Den 10.30am-12pm is a tutorial class
The 10.30am class is locate far from 2 canteens!!!
How I rush 2 there n hav brunch den rush bek 2 class??
den 12.30pm hav another tutorial class!!
Again!!
Class far from canteen!!!
OMG!!!
Stupid TARC dunno how 2 manage time 4 their students!!!
Damm!!

Friday, February 11, 2011

A simple gathering~~

Jz now hav a simple gathering wif my ex-skul frenz at mamak store near TE~~
More den 10 ppl attended tis event~~
Reali cann't blif~~
Pn.Chai oso attended~~~
Although jz a simple gathering bt reali 9s 2 saw them again after 1 year~~
Sum of them change a lot~~
While sum of them still the same
Like a kid~~
Hope next time will hav a big gathering~

Wednesday, February 9, 2011

Bek 2 college soon~

3rd sem going 2 start
It's a short sem
Hence oli 3 subjects in 7 weeks
Bt, the time table damm suck!!!
Tues n Wed hav 3 hours break!!
Swt =.=''
Wat I'm going 2 do in tis 3 hours???
Mon lagi suck~~
3 classes all break half an hour!!!
=.=''
No nid go 2 eat meh??!!!
Den all tutorial classes hav 2~~
Eng class 2 hours!!!!
Haiz
Den Tamadun Islam dan Asia hav 2 classes oso~~
Haiz
Den my holidays is on Thurs!!!!
How I'm going 2 decide???
Bek home or not bek????
Den Fri make me more angry
Jz Group 17 & 18 nid study!!!
Waliaoeh!!!
So unfair!!!
Y oli tis 2 groups n y i'm so lucky???!!!!!

Monday, February 7, 2011

19 years old~

Few mins later
I will grown up bcum 19 years old~
Cann't blif it!!
Time passed faster~
I hav liv in tis world bout 19 years~~
New year n new hope 4 me~
I hope my families n frenz will stay healthy oways
I hope the relationship btween me n my frenz will getting closer n closer like last time
I hope I can hav a BF =.=''
I hope I will loss my weight~ XD
I hope~~~~~~
So many hopes~~ =.=''

Happy Birthday 2 myself 1st~ =)

Tuesday, February 1, 2011

Waiting~

2day went 2 SelayangMall again~~
Tis month went there 4 many times
Finally I bought a short pants coz oli short pants will suit 4 the shirt I bought b4~~
Haiz
Dunno y the courage will will cum out at tat time n make me wan 2 buy tat short pants~
Can u imagine an elephant wearing a short pants??
My case jz like it~
I hope my frenx won laugh at me when they c me wearing a short pants~

Waiting 2 meet them soon~

Sunday, January 30, 2011

New Shoes

Jz bought a new shoes at Tesco, Kepong~~
My favourite brand n the brand tat I hope 2 buy last time~
Love it so much ♥♥♥

Saturday, January 29, 2011

New Lens ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

Dang dang dang dang~~~!!!
Got my new lens from sum1 yesterday~~
After I bek home I quickily tried it!
9s~~
I like the color very much~~
Thx sum1~~~
Got 3 boxes~~
Each 3 months~
All same colors~~
Haha
Bt nvm la~~
I love it~~ ♥♥♥♥♥♥



FreshKon Colors Fusion Sparklers: Shimmering Grey

Thursday, January 27, 2011

Continue or not continue??

Is time 4 me 2 do a decision again~~
Headache~
Dunno shud continue it anot
It's so suffer 4 me
Coz I'm reali not interested in it n oso coz sum other reasons~~
Mom finally heard wat my aunt said n let me 2 choose again
Bt I scare I will regret after I choose it~
Wat shud I do???
Change or not change??
Continue or not continue??
Any1 can help me?

Tuesday, January 25, 2011

CNY~

CNY cuming soon~~
Oledi bought new year shirt~~
Bt jz bought 1shirt coz tis year won go visit my relative due 2 sum matter
Mayb jz will go visit my frenz or jz go shopping wif family
So I think I will go buy another 1 more set of shirt~
Any suggestion where can buy cheap n 9s shirt??

Sunday, January 23, 2011

Happy Gathering 21/01/2011


Yesterday was a great day wif them (Eric, VingSeng, YanChung, Douglas, Chloe, HweiKee, PohYing, Shally n Shirley)
10 of us met at Gasoline, Kepong at 6.30pm...
V were having our dinner at there n took sum photos n talk nonsense...
Long time din meet them...
Miss them so much...
Tis is a rarely time coz v long time din gather 2gather...
10 ppl gather the feel was so great~
After haxing our dinner
V saw YengLun them oso at there...
After said bye 2 them v went 2 "pao bing" hav our ice...
Den took photos...
V r the most noisy there...
Especially the person name start at “D”
XD
It's was fun
I hope tat will hav the 2nd time like yesterday
V can meet each other n talk talk talk~

Tuesday, January 18, 2011

Finally~~

Finally my exam was over...
It's time 4 me 2 relax

N finally my phone cum bek 2 me after it left me 4 1 month n 1 week~