First time experience

First time donate blood!
Yeah
Finally I did it this afternoon
Quite nervous since ChoonNyuk and MeiShia are not allow to accompany me go in to college hall
I force to go in myself...
Quite nervous...
Within 10 minutes...
DONE!!!
Saw my blood...
1 packet!
But I not dare to take photo since I scare the nurse scold me...

Confused~

Hmm

I'm confusing again

Just because what my mom has said and asked

I'm a failure =(

That day

I was telling my mom what I have chosen for my advance diploma

Then my mom said her friends said ACCA is famous
Why don't I choose that instead of choosing CIMA???
Then
I just said ACCA is famous as everyone knew
But CIMA also quite famous recently...
And I like to challenge myself

Then
She asked again...
What is my future job after I finish CIMA course??
What can I do??
Well...
I just keep silent
Since I'm not so sure what can I do after I study this course...
I just told her like doing analysis those kind of stuff ba... =.=''

Made me confused again la!!!!
Why why why???!!!!

Stress again???!!

Stress coming again!!!
What's wrong with me???
hmm
I'm not sure
I think my stress come from the course of MIS (Managing Information Systems)
I dislike the IT subject...
I'm not understand what the lecturer is lecturing and what the tutor is tutoring =.=''
Because the tutor always give incomplete answer...

I do not know how to do the coursework
I have done the rubbish as a result
I do not know how to face the test on 9th of March...

By the way,
I have to like it
Since when advance diploma got 1 course known as Organizational Management and Information Systems

I think this course relate to that course
So
I have to accept it

Tell me how to relax???
Shopping???
No money...
Go out with friends???
No kaki...
Go out alone
I hope so but will kinda boring...
Tell me how???

I like to write blog ^^

I like to write my feeling in my blog
Last time
I always wrote my feeling on my facebook
But I have been complained by few friends
They said that
They always see there are my facebook status once they refresh the page =.=''
So
I have change to write my feeling in my blog

If you feel annoy
You can just dun read my blog ^^

Blog is the best way to release all my feelings
Since this is the only place my family will not know
Even my geh po auntie also do not know =P

Haha
That's all for this post
It is just a random post ^^

Busy busy busy...

Quite busy recently since this sem is a short sem
Will start very busy next week
Tests, assignments and presentation are waiting for me
Quite stress!!
Help
No idea of doing those assignments especially MIS
Headache
Idea idea idea
Come come come...

Relax relax relax =)

1 problem solved

1 problem solved again
I hope to solve all my current problems as soon as possible

I have chosen the course I want for my advance diploma level
And I hope I will not change my mind again
Last time already decided
But due to some problem I change it again

I remember what my friends told me
I'm a person who are so easily influence by others' words...
Yes
I admit! =)

Well,
Now I really hope I won't change again
And I hope I will no regret for the decision I have made
God bless ^^

Impossible

When I knew something that are impossible
Then I will just like someone said
I will leave it a side
I won't bother it for a time
Maybe until I forgot about it
Or maybe until miracle happen ^^

To someone
What you told me on that day is definitely possible
So please don't put it aside
Fight for it!
You can do it!!
All the best, my friend!!!

Dilemma, Emo & Stress

Totally blur~
What should I choose for my advance diploma???
I know this is not the matter I should think about now
But
I'm the person like that
When I saw almost everyone have chosen their path
I start to worry about myself
Although next semester is only the last semester
But I really start to worry now
Dilemma, emo and stress because of this

ACCA or CIMA
Of cause so many of my friends asked me to choose ACCA
Because this is more famous than CIMA
But I like to challenge myself
My poor English level is the main barrier made me hesitate of choosing CIMA
I'm not sure whether I can fully understand what lecturers or tutors teach me
I'm not sure whether I can fully interpret the course
I'm not sure whether I have made a correct decision

Haiz
Quite stress
Do not know which one should I choose
Anyone can help me???

An Enjoyable Day with TOGETHER!!! =)

Yesterday woke up at 6.45am

What happened??
Just to go out with TOGETHER ^^
The very first time need to wake up so early to prepare

The very first time the outing start at 8 am =.=''
Thanks for Eric XD

Firstly
We went to Imbi Road to have our breakfast at Levain

Ok
The very first time I ate those bread as my breakfast
Haha
New try

Here is the breakfast for 6 person
Thanks for Eric for treat us this... ^^

After that
My lens made my eyes become uncomfortable
And suddenly my left eye become red
So they all fetched me back to Kepong to consult eyes specialist
At first I asked them to drop me at One Utama
Then I will ask my mom come to pick me and go there by myself
But they said still have plenty of time before our sing k session
So they fetched me to there

Luckily just have some scratch on my cornea
Not a big deal
I'm very afraid when checking
When I was checking my eyes
5 of them just treat the clinic like coffee shop
Because there has free water to drinks and free wi-fi access
Then
All of them chatting at there =.=''

After consulted doctor
Went One Utama for our Sing K time!!!

When it's time for singing Jess Lee's 煎熬
Suddenly it change to birthday song
Me and LeJing stunt a while
We asked who are the one choose this song
Then suddenly the waiter came in with a cake on hand
Surprise!!!
Really so surprise!!!
Because three of us (Me, LeJing and HweiKee) really no idea when they went to buy the cake

Thanks for the cake
This was my very first cake for my 20th birthday
Thanks for giving us these 3 birthday girls a surprise ^^

After sing K session
LeJing went back to home
And Eric decided follow the original plan!!
Went to I-city!!!!
Before went to there
We went Subang to have our dinner first
We have our dinner at Lynn Cafe

After dinner
Went to I-city
Stay there about 1 hour ++
Took a lot of photos
Yes
There was so nice ^^
Like the LED light so much

HweiKee was so funny
When she was near the LED light to take photo
She kept asked us whether she will kena sot or not
Haha
Laugh die...

After I-city
Went back to Kepong
Have our yum cha session at Umami Cafe
Chat a lot... ^^

After that back home
Thanks for Eric fetch all of us back home ^^
And guess what happened??
Shooted by parents lo because went out from house from 7.45am till 12.15am
Haha
But it's worth XDD

Badminton Session

Yesterday have joined my college friends to badminton session

It have been a long time I din't sport

It's time for me to sport!!!

Reduce fats, reduce weight (I hope I can)

Seriously,

I found out there actually I also can close with them
Stick with them I can have a lot of fun
But sometimes really too crazy

It's too bad now I only close to them
Left 1 more semester
Quite sad...
By the way,

I should enjoy now ^^

Overtime on Vanlentine's Days

Yesterday was Valentine's Day
So, my classmates and me have went to Overtime at Setapak for together alone ^^
We have finished 3 barrel of fresh beer
Haha
Quite high
I admit I got some headache
But I'm really clear what am I doing at that time
And I remember what I have said at that time
Although I'm like a super 38 po at that time
But I'm really awake la...

By the way,

I know I memang memalukann la
Because my action really so big
And after that section we went to mamak store
I talked super loudly
So my friends thought I already drunk
But

I really din't drunk
I just too high only ^^

Happy Valentine Eve?? XD

Hmm
Valentine's day??
Non of my business...
Since I'm still single ^^
Happy Single Day to all my friends who are still single

What I found out was
I felt that every time near Valentine's day so many people will break with their boy/girl friends
How come will like this??
Not so sure
It's a norm???
I think so

Haha

By the way,
I still wish those couples Happy Valentine's Day in advance ^^

Problems =(

So many problems happened recently

I hope everything will be fine soon =(

Awkward Birthday

Yesterday was my 20th Birthday

Went out with my classmates for brunch after the first class

Have our brunch at TGI Fridays

First time went for there

Thanks for the brunch

(YieYan, YingChew, YanJun, HuiChie, MeiShia, PehChen, YeongSeng, Ong, Ken, HockPing & YuhCherng)
And Jun's gang told the waiters there that day was my birthday
Then suddenly they came out with desserts
And asked me stood up on the chairs

=.=
Awkward
Luckily not so much customer at that time
Then the waiters asked me to talk something to my friends
Well
I just say thank you
But
They didn't let me go just like that
They asked me sing a song
But at last my friends sang me birthday song and just end like that
Then they asked me made wish with the candle on the desserts
And asked me to blow the candle far from me
Hmm
Quite awkward again
After blew
Finally I can sit down =.=''

A quite memorable birthday
Thank to all of U =)

The very first time

Yesterday

Drank beer with my classmates
The first experience
Didn't drunk
But quite suffer
Not because of headache
But it's because of the beer not nice at all!!!
Waliao
Who say Carlsberg and Tiger very nice one and like it so much one
Please go to hit your head to the wall!!!
Taste super no good!!

By the way
It's still a good experience for me ^^

Birthday Wishes

As usual,

I didn't have birthday cake from my family ^^

So,
I'm going to make my birthday wishes through my blog

Although my birthday is on 8th of February
But I want to make the wishes today ^^
Since I scare I will not online on that day due to busy on my tutorials??
Haha
Not sure
But for sure is do not have birthday celebration on that day (is kinda sad XD)

Before make wishes
Lets talk about my birthday 'celebration' XD
First at all
Got the present from my mom
A pair of high heels
Thanks mom ^^
And the present from my sister will get soon
I hope really is soon
She told me like tat XD
Get nothing from brother (as usual)
Got a dinner from my dad yesterday ^^ (Just like family dinner)
And lastly is waiting for the Eric's 'surprise party' for 3 girls born in February

Me (8th of February)
Le Jing (14th of February) and

Hwei Kee (27th of February)
Although it's held on 18th of February which is after my real birthday

But still appreciate for it
And looking forward what he's planning
Since this is the first planning from him XD

Now,
I'm going to make my wishes :
First wish,

I wish my family always stay in healthy, peace and harmony, 事事顺利 and 合家平安
Second wish,
I wish myself can stay strong for everything (study, interrelationships, health...)

Third wish,

Hmm
As culture,
3rd wish should be kept in mind ^^

Alright
That's all for my wishes
Happy Birthday to myself first =P

You don't really understand

I admit I have a quite big house
A quite nice car
A good handphone
And bla bla bla which are good in terms of your eyes

But

You don't really understand
You don't really know my family's financial status

I remember what Derrick said
Every family have their own financial problem
Others will not know
Since they all just saw you have a house bigger than them
Or a car bigger than them
A latest handphone
Then you are considered as a rich guy/girl

You don't really understand the deeper part of my family
My parents no longer can earn so many like last time
My dad's job is not secure from the day his working place change boss
And of course his salary has been reduced
My mom no longer can take care so many children like last time after her surgery
And my brother no longer can help my parents much in terms of financial after he had girlfriend

Yes
I'm not poor
But I also not considered as a rich girl
Don't always say I'm a rich girl just because I have a big house to live, house got 1 Camry and I'm using S2...
You don't really understand my family's problem =(

God bless =(

My dad is facing some problem on his job
I hope this is just a temporary problem
God bless him =(

If anyone want to recruit/hire chef can consider my dad ^^