2 weeks+

She left us since 2 weeks+ ago
Seriously I miss her alot!
She is not just my pet, but is part of my family
I still will cry when i saw some items that she used before in my house
I will miss the moment she barked every weekend in front of my room
I miss the time she very tam jiak whenever i eat fruits
I feel guilty i did not treat her very good when she is still there
I feel guilty i did not go to see her when the day she passed away

I love U
I miss U
U are always in my heart, Kiki

不知道何时那一刻会来

虽然已经在做心理准备了
但是看着它的身体一天比一天的差
心里还是会哭
毕竟真的养它差不多10年了

知道总有一天它会突然离开
可是就是不舍得啊!
医生也说没什么可做的
当医生说那句话是
眼泪就已经在我的眼眶里打滚了

身体一天比一天难爬起来
现在要喝水, 小便和大便都不会吠了
虽然胃口还不错

祈祷中

Never Try, Never Know

Never Try, Already Knew
This is what I used to be said last time
For me, i think sometime we can foreseen the result
So what for we have to go to have a try?

But now i changed my mind
Never Try, Never Know
yeah
It's true!
Sometime might go beyond your expectation!
Don't be afraid, give it a try!

现实 The Reality

现实是很残酷的
同人不同命

有时候,
我们真的不得向现实低头


我们都常说做人千万不要做双面人
可是在现实
如果不做双面人
有如何存活呢?
现实里
面对不同的人
我们就得给他们看不同的pattern
现在双面人也存活不了了
需要做多面人


我们也常说要小心口蜜腹剑的人
那些一直爱撒娇的女人要特别小心
可是现实里
有多少男人真的喜欢心直口快, 不撒娇的女人呢?
还有长得比较娇小玲珑, 可爱的女生怎样都比粗声粗气, 身材庞大臃肿的人来得惹人怜爱吧?
大家都会比较相信会撒娇女人的话
如果一个娇小的女生做错事
她说被一个粗声粗气的女人欺负
大多数的人都会认为娇小的人讲的是事实


不要利用人
讨厌被人利用
但是现实里自己却是一个利用别人的家伙
在college和做工就会一直遇到这些人


好朋友之间不应该一直比较, 互相踩(贬低)对方
但是往往一些人就是很爱跟你比
就算你不想比
他也硬硬跟你比 一直炫耀自己多厉害
还有一些就是跟你称兄道弟的'好'朋友
往往就是伤害你 踩你最多的人
以为跟你很熟 开玩笑不用set limit
但是却不知道讲的玩笑已经super over limit
还要讲到你很小器 不能接受开玩笑
现实里就是有些人以为踩人不用本那样
一直踩踩踩!


这就是现实!!!

It has been a long time!

It has been a long time I did not update my blog!
Just graduated not a long time
Still being unemployed
Sad
Hope can get a suitable job faster as need money T^T




Thank you for someone keep look down on me
Because of this
You made me have a lot a lot of motivation to be better than you!
Yeah, is you!
I believe I can be far far better than you!
Open your eyes big big and see!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

First day of Chinese New Year

Thinking to have a happy CNY
But suddenly sadness came to me
Do not know why
Suddenly my mind pop out many uncertainties
I'm glad I able to cry out
So that able to release out all the sadness
Wish i able to have a Happy CNY!

If

If what you always told me is truth

What should I do?
I do not know

If what you all said become true
I will be very happy

If what you all said did not become true
What I will do?
Cry non-stop on that day!

If if if if if if if....

Thanks God

Today jumped up from the bed because heard my sister shouted out of my room

She shouted that my parents were fallen from motorcycle and hurts

At first my brother said he will go to fetch my parents from clinics
But I waited for a long time at home they still haven't come back
I was super worrying
After that, my brother called his girlfriend asked me to go to fetch my parents while he will go back to the accident place to find for my mom's bracelet

Went to the clinics so my mom was bleeding a lot
Many scars luckily is not deep just only one part quite deep
And my dad also have many scars
Tears drop on my face when saw they are safe

Thanks god and thanks to resident at that area that help my parents at that time

And to the dog owner!!!
Please take care of your dog
Don't simply let it go out then chase the motorcyclist!!!

Christmas Eve & Christmas day

I think this year is the first year I celebrate Christmas without any exam stress after I entered college

Christmas Eve
Original plan was planned to go Ossoto Spa with Jing
But end up fail and went the Curve with Jing & Ying
Having our chit chat time and sing k time together
It has been a long time we did not meet Ying

The Photo on Christmas Eve

Chit chat a lot on that day

But seem like I being boycotted by them on that day

Lol

Because they 2 keep chit chat and I can't listen anything due to the environment was too noisy

And last was thinking can countdown together
but Ying have to back home early
So end up I countdown myself
LOL


Christmas

Went Pavilion with Jing because I keep telling her I want to capture with LINE character..
So she fetch me there
Thanks =D

Was waiting Ying to come to join us after that
From 1pm wait till 2pm then 3pm =.=

Then her handphone got problem
Hard to contact her
So she lost in pavilion -,-'
When we met each other already time to back to kepong due to we have dinner with Eric and we scare traffic jam
But still able to capture some photo

About 6.45pm
Eric came to fetch us for dinner
Went to Kota Damansara's Bonjour Garden for our dinner...
The atmosphere was nice
The price was reasonable..
Just 1 problem is that we have to go to counter ourselves to take order and pay immediately upon order

After that just a random suggestion to go to Dreamz bakery and a simple celebration of PohYing;s birthday

Although this 2 days just a very simple hang out with Jing and Ying
But I enjoy a lot
It has been a long long long time that 3 of us din get together and chat.
HAPPY DAYS

Countdown

3 days more will be the first day of my ACCA exam
Have I fully prepared?
I have tried my best to prepare well
But I still the same.
Sini study sana forget type.

Everyday keep slacking slacking
I think I just studied few hours each day
Because I knew the more I study, the more i worry
Just can say
Try my best, do the best!